So.. Rogers has a bunch of idiots who don't know their ass from a hole in the ground.  I have to wait 8 days for a tech.  EIGHT DAYS.  My (new!) modem's fucked up and I have no internet service.  I'm piggybacking off someone now, but it won't be permanent.  I don't like doing it.  That's my rant (I've lost all the energy I had before from yelling). 

I've been up since 05:30, so I'm tired.  Very, very tired.  I'm going to do some reading and go to bed.  Yup.. its 8pm.  Speaking of reading, I'm sick of reading all these health reference books I've got on the go.  I just want something light.  No more facts.  Fun.  Need fun.

I'm slowly getting out of my funk but I still don't want to talk about things.  I've made a decision and I've applied said decision, so we'll see how it carries out.  I'm just tired.  And lonely.  I still need more hugs. *sigh*  And more friends.  MORE FRIENDS PLEASE!

I don't have the energy to say anything else.  So... for the next few days, I may have sporatic responses.  If I reply late, I apologize.  As I said, I don't want to rely on someone else's unsecure connection (though I have to say it's their own damn fault for doing so) but I will be checking it for email. 

J.

Okay, so I still don't have stuff to write about.  Or that I do, but I'm just gonna keep my mouth shut for a while.  I wanted to post a song that may not be new to many of you, but I don't listen to Cold Play as a whole, until I heard this song.  It's one of my favourites right now, that I listen to often. 
I'm not going to post the lyrics in fear of "copyright infringements" but here's a site (with no pop-ups) for you to look it over.  It's quite a somber song, but I like it and it seems to fit a lot right now. 

Fix You - Cold Play

Or listen here.